ALONE

Alone

 

Looking through the melting glass

As time chooses how fast to pass.

I wonder why were even here

I'm overwhelmed with sudden fear.

 

I try to speak but only mumble

The walls around me start to crumble

I look down and close my eyes

I cant tell the truth from the lies

 

Is this real or just a dream

The voice inside me starts to scream

The screaming peaks then fades away

Tomorrows just another day.

 

Fond memories

 

In my heart I hold fond memories of you

They will never fade believe me its true

You were my darling the love of my life

I was your sweetheart your adoring wife

 

I know you are there even though I cant see

You are my guardian angel looking down on me

We never got chance to say goodbye

You were taken so quickly I don't know why

 

So rest in peace 

And goodbye my love

These fond memories of you

 I will always have

 

I promise I'll never forget you

 

 I'll never forget you, and your voice

But you leaving me, was not by choice

When I made those vows, I meant them in my heart

And even though Gods taken you, we'll never be apart

 

Just wait up there a while, one day we'll meet again,

I'll miss you so very much, because in you I had a friend

I can't believe your life ended, when we were just getting set

When we were looking to our future, but I haven't given up yet

 

I know you're watching down on me, and you'll be there when I'm sad

knowing that your here, just makes me glad

Even though I can't see you, or hear what you say

I know that you're with me, through everyday

 

I come home to an empty house, that's when it hits home

you've left me, left me scared and alone

my heart aches with anger, that you were taken from me

my eyes are burning full of tears, I break down on my knees

 

looking back on stupid arguments, when we wouldn't speak

makes me feel so stupid, makes me feel so weak

there's so much I want to say, but didn't get the chance

I'll never forget the night we met, and how sweetly you asked for a dance

 

I wake up to an empty room, but all around it's full of love

and I know that you're around me, you've sent it from heaven above

when I'm alone and it's quiet, I turn out the light and think

I see you in my mind, I panic, but don't try to blink

 

I just keep staring, wishing it was true

that you were here back with me again, just me and you

people take for granted, they're friends and family

but now that you have gone, I've realised just how close you were to me,

 

I won't ever hold grudges, or kick up a fight

Because I know I could regret it, like I did that saddened night

I've learned how to say sorry, to someone straight away

and I've learned how precious life is, every hour of everyday

 

I live in your soul, and you live in my memory

when I'm feeling lonely, you'll be able to see

You won't ever fade, you're a candle that'll burn forever

Your soul is in my body, I won't leave you ever,

 

why did I take for granted?

the little time we had together?

your face, your smile and your love,

will live in my heart forever

 

When I am Dead

When I am dead my dearest
Sing no sad songs for me
Plant thou no roses at my head
Or shady cypress tree

Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet
And if thou wilt remember
And if thou wilt forget

I shall not see the shadows
I shall not feel the rain
I shall not hear the nightingale
Sing on, as if in pain

And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise or set
Happily I may remember
And Happily I may forget

The Long Lost Love

The long lost love of an old women
Lingering in her mind
The sleepless nights and the empty days
She could never put behind

Her heart beating so fast,
But so slow
Her thoughts being tampered with memories
Memories of so long ago

Her dreams become her life
Control her life's own role
But one thing that is not hers, her heart
Who belongs to her husband's soul…

Daddy's Little Angel

 

Please remember my last words, though you don't remember my voice

Please remember I wouldn't have left you, If I'd had any other choice

You'll be loved by many people, your mother and sister too

But no one will ever love you, the way that I do

 

I suppose your lucky in a way, that you won't suffer the pain

That your mother and sister are feeling, and knowing what they do they've nothing to gain

But at least they had the chance, To call someone dad

To have someone to turn to, When things were getting bad

 

I know you won't have a father

And I can't tell you how that makes me feel

But I want you to know I'm with you

And that the spirit you feel is real

 

You will know that I am with you, when you are growing up

You'll make me proud when you do well, Promise me you'll never give up

I know I won't be there to nurse you when your ill, or be with you on Christmas day

But even though you can't see me, My darling I'm with you everyday

 

Now your my tiny baby, Who I hold and sing to at night

when I'm with you my heart fills with love, But at the same time I'm full of fright

Frightened about loosing my baby, My darling I want to keep you so near

But God needs me in heaven right now, So its goodbye for a little while my dear

 

I know I won't be there, to walk you down the isle

But I'll be watching every part, I'll be with you, you'll feel my smile

I'm sad that I won't see your first steps, or witness your first word

But I'll be sitting by your window, look out for the little brown bird

 

Each time it rains, feel my tears, for you my baby, my love

I promise daddy is near by, he's looking down from above

Don't ever say you have no father, or that I am dead

for that will be really killing me, I'm simply just resting my sleepy head

 

Never think your different, or you have no dad around

For I'll always be there when your sad, when you're suffering in silence, I'll make the sound

I want you to talk to me always, and tell me how you feel

Please my darling baby, believe that daddy is real

 

These are my last words to you, ones which one day I hope you will read

I know you'll miss many things in life, but your fathers love is one thing you'll never need

For you'll always know it's all around you, never cry or feel bad

Because when I see my baby daughter cry, that makes daddy sad

 

Try to understand my love, I haven't left you alone

Because ever since you first drew breath, my love for you has grown

Don't ever think i don't know, when you are doing well

and when I'm proud of you, you'll always be able to tell

 

My smile will come from heaven, and shine through the stars at night

Take a moment to watch us all, never be full of fright

Those stars up there you'll see, are me and all my old friends

And we're always being reunited, because the door to heaven never ends

 

Don't ever think I am lonely, or that I'm upset

Because the happy memories with you, I'll never forget

I'll hold each special moment, tight in my heart

I am still so sad though, that we are far apart

 

At Christmas I'm the star, on the top of the tree

And when you're opening your presents, I'll be able to see,

Never cry my darling, never hide away,

I promise this much my baby, I'm here for you and with you through everyday

 

I'll be there on your sports day, watching you run the race

Whenever you ask for me I'll be there, any time and any place

I'm always watching over you, at school, at home everywhere

Never think that I've left you, or that daddy doesn't care

 

Your always daddy's little angel

Your daddies love, his pride

And the love I feel for you

Is something daddy will never hide!

 

 

 

Forever Friends   The meaning of true friendship Is simple to explain Its when a friend is with you In laughter, love and pain   Always there to lend a hand No matter what you do But most of all always there To love and comfort you   We shared in many laughter's We cried so many tears It felt like I had known you Throughout your living years   Yet our time we had together Was cut short for reasons why As no-one can explain just how you left and made me cry   Its reasons only God can give Can put my mind at rest For then I'll maybe realise Its true he takes the best   You'll always be a part of me Within my heart you'll stay Its you I'm always thinking of Each night and every day   I wish I only had the chance To see you just once more To tell you friend I love you Like I should have done before   So with deep regret and sorrow And all my love to you I send For heavens such a nicer place The day God took my friend....   Regards kUlDeEp RaM